There's a few things I want and I felt the need to post them in a post at this very moment.
1. I want my license and a car to drive. I want the feeling of being able to go somewhere if I wanted to just get out of the house for a little bit. Which leads into...
2. I want to go to the gym or do something active regularly. Something practically straight after school every other day or so and worked into a routine. [My brother just scared my aunt as she exited the bathroom. LMAO.]
3. I want income. Small or large makes no difference, just some responsibility outside of school. Something to fill the void of TSA.
4. I want to succeed. I need the motivation to keep up with school. It's been lacking for quite some time and I really need it back. I've been barely making it and it's not acceptable.
5. I need to apply for college. Not much more to say than that.
There's nothing else to really list. Now, just some rambling.
I want tobe feel more independent. More like, I need a life because sitting in my room all day is not productive. I seriously don't understand how I'm able to stay in this space for long periods of time. It's ridiculous. I want something outside of school to do, like go to the gym, because there's no TSA this year. I don't have that responsibility nor a goal to fulfill. I think the best way to describe me right now is Lost. Things are just all jumbled together, and they need to be straightened out. I'm frustrated the most by my lack of productiveness. I sit in my room all day. I shouldn't have an excuse to not be on top of my work and yet here I am with a bunch of assignments to do that I wouldn't have if I had just done them when they were supposed to be done. The one thing I hope for tonight is the ability to stay up late to get as many things done as possible.
1. I want my license and a car to drive. I want the feeling of being able to go somewhere if I wanted to just get out of the house for a little bit. Which leads into...
2. I want to go to the gym or do something active regularly. Something practically straight after school every other day or so and worked into a routine. [My brother just scared my aunt as she exited the bathroom. LMAO.]
3. I want income. Small or large makes no difference, just some responsibility outside of school. Something to fill the void of TSA.
4. I want to succeed. I need the motivation to keep up with school. It's been lacking for quite some time and I really need it back. I've been barely making it and it's not acceptable.
5. I need to apply for college. Not much more to say than that.
There's nothing else to really list. Now, just some rambling.
I want to
5 comments:
wow, i think i finally realized how much we both are in the same hole. that is exactly how i feel. i wish i could find a way to help you out and then eventually myself. we gota do something. i know we can, even if its me pushing you then u pulling me lol ><
sigh;; yep. i told u we were in the same boat. somehow different yet the same altogether. i think the first step we can take is the getting out of the house one. =] starting with weekends perhaps and eventually to include weekdays as well. perhaps in the afternoon after you pick up ur sister from school, which should give me time to settle at home but not enough time to fall asleep and neglect homework. hah.
lol sounds like a good idea to me, now to try and find a way to not have to pick up my sis and or take her to dance
i think we could find a way to incorporate it without having to disturb the usual routine. we're adding things not subtracting. xP
awwww. but i really want to subtract those few things =[
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